Plans! And more Plans!

Sometimes it’s good to not have a Plan B. If Plan A is all you have and it’s either make it or break it, the high stakes will put a lot more pressure on the situation and might be just what you need to make sure you succeed at Plan A. People who are determined to have a Plan B usually aren’t too privately confident in the realistic abilities of Plan A to begin with.

Well my advise, Have a little faith in yourself and ditch the contingency.

Happy Belated Mother's day Mom

Hey bloggers, just wishing all the mom's out there a very great mother's day (if it affects anyone reading (yeah yeah, I’m a day late)!

Well My mom had to deal with some things no one should ever have to. She never became bitter at her situation or anyone. She never whined, or said “Why me?” She never let her circumstances define her. She just did what she had to do, one day at a time. She was the bravest person I’ve ever met.

She reminded me to forgive even those who had been cruel, and give people the benefit of the doubt.
She taught me that no matter how hard you cry at night, the sun will still come up in the morning.


Although I only got 20 short years with my mom, I know I’m one of the luckiest daughters alive. My mom taught me to be independent, confident, nurturing and driven. She raised me to believe in love, hope and myself.Plus she has also been a source of endless hugs and support.


Over the years she has entertained me…
listened to me, laughed with me…

and has sometimes driven me absolutely crazy!

But no matter what, it’s nice to know that there is someone out there who can gaze at me with so much love and who thinks that I am an astounding and exceptional human being. (If one believes mothers, it seems there are a whole lot of exceptional people out there, so maybe being exceptional isn’t actually all that… exceptional…)

My advices???
Attention to all teenagers who has been raised by a single parent, give the old lady a break...she's giving the best as she could..

Letter for future me

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Dear future me,
The first thing I want to start is that I hope that the life wouln't be as lousy as it is right now. So, how is it going? have you figured out what life's about yet? More importantly have you learnt to finally be happy yet?

Well, I writte this letter to you, I mean me, but a few years from now. Maybe 10 or 5 days until your 30th birthday? Well to be honest right now the fact makes me shiver...I just hope by the time you read this you will just laugh at how many things are so confusing back then. I hope you have found whatever makes you  happy and hope you'll find a way to actually accept that you always been happy.
Let me tell you if you not then you shoul a.s.a.p DON"T FORGET. Remember how everyone in here is so important to me right now. Family, friend, lecturer and everybody who once helping you when you in need. Please don't forget all this. Its precious.

See all the people you knew back then were actually doing something with their lives, while you've just figuring out what to do. Let me tell you, that even if there's no god and there's nobody watching over your back, I have expectations for you, a very high one. And shame on you if you forget, shame on you if you couldn't handle it, because I know you can. well I'm not asking you to make fortune or anything but to be happy in exchange. Do you know my deep depression right now?

Dear future me, by then you better not be chasing money. You better not be on some job you don't want to earning enough money. Believe me, I hate it. It's like living on a straight line. You better hate it too. I'll be glad, you'll be glad when you read this. If by the time you have found a way to make enough money for a house you like to live in, to buy whatever you need to live, and a little extra to enjoy, and most importantly, to support all those you love now, and you'll be love by then.



Ok then. I guest that all for now. I don't know if this is the only letter for you, or just the first one. But please don't forget who and how you were when you wrote this letter, because that's when your life really started.
I hope by the time you read this letter, you'll laugh and it'll make you happy because you've done everything I asked you and more. Hope your or our dreams travelling around Europe will be implemented. If not , WHAT THE **** ARE YOU DOING!?!?!?!?!? You better get it fixed or you better have a gut to kill yourself, because you're not worth your own life (...just kidding)

So by the time you read this letter again, you be HAPPIER than now. Oh, and write back. I want to know about your journey 10 years in the future too

Peace and love

Time is flying by...

Hello readers!
Sneezing here, sneezing there, I just can’t stop sneezing. The weather has turned to freezing, with sudden change this morning’s temperatures in the high 30s and unfortunately some classrooms don’t feel much better, especially at 8am.
Well I just finish my Japanese class with sister Sarara and guest what? My sensei said that for our third oral test, our class may had to sing Japanese song instead of using daily coversation. Interesting but feel awkward at the same time because of my long stagefright, I dont't sing in front of everybody since my very first embarassement when I was in primary school.... Kinda hate it


So I've already choose a few song in my mind. And of course all of it are Japanese song by a few of my favorite Japanese singer ^_^. Well lucky for all of us that our sensei just mention to us that our oral test will be not in front of audience but just between one-to-one person means that only you and your sensei listen to your singing and crappy and duckling voice. Ha~ kidding but that's the ugly truth about me. Sometime when I start to sing in front of everyone, I'll definitely just smile, mouth was open but I TOTALLY FORGOT what to sing.

Walk lyrics

小さなこの胸に詰まった 想い抱きしめて
広い大空にこの声は いつか届くはず

だから怖がらないで歩いていこう 一緒に
どんな時でも 信じるその気持ち なくさないで

どんなに遠く 離れてても
迷わずに進むよ この道を
涙溢 れる日もあるけど
誓った夢は決して消えないから

もしも描いてた未来と少し違っても
きっと間違ってなかった 胸を張れるように

だから進み続けよう選んだ道を 迷わずに
つらい時には そっと優しさくれる君がいる

踏みしめてきた一歩ずつが
逃げないでここまできた証
くじけてしまう日もあるけど
いつかきっと 自分を誇れるように

諦 めないと決めた想い
信じて今日も歩いて行くよ
勇気をくれた君の言葉
心 に深く刻み込んで

どんなに遠く 離れてても
迷わず進むよ この道を
涙溢 れる日もあるけど
誓った夢は決して消えないから

And I had to memorize all this?
This are lyrics by a Japanese singer, Aragaki Yui which one of my favorite singer when it's come soft voice like her.

Yeah well for the record, I may not as good as her but hey, practice makes perfect and of course, always seeking faith from GOD. It's important you guys! Well there are still two month to go, so I had to get practice by then. My sister? Ha trust me she sing a lot better than I do. We once enter a singing competition and at the end of the day, well she manage have a first spot and I'm ...the fourth spot. She sung very well, and I'm happy for her. Way to go, Sis!


So, gotta pratice my duckling voice, eventough I'm become very busy bee nowadays!