Fall in love?? Choose Happiness!

Hey all you blogger, it's me again. Whoa...it's been three weeks since I left my blog, well life getting busier I guest. Well yesterday my twin sister asked me why I haven't found myself a boyfriend yet? I don't think it as a stupid question actually in fact I'm thinking of someone lately but didn't dare to think it as 'LOVE AFFECTION'.


My sister once told me (...okay thats a lie, she told me millions of times)that you'll get a few symptoms and here are some list she told me


12. You’ll read his/her txts over and over again…
11. You’ll walk really really slow while you’re with him/her…
10. You’ll pretend 2 be shy whenever you’re with him/her…
9. While thinking bout him/her…your heart will beat faster and faster…
8. By listening to his/her voice…you’ll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you…you can only see that person…
6. You’ll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about
4. You’ll get high just by their smell…3. You’ll realize that you’re always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You’ll do anything for him/her…
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time….


Okay...so not all are wrong but the thing is, I don't want to take 'love story' into the next level or whatsoever, and I don't care, I have great and big family and thats enough for me. For me, even if I had a crush on someone or anybody, I might just keep it as a secret.


Talk about crush, I once had a friend ( part-time friend when I was working at a department store once) she had a crush on this one guy (I say he's more like a JERK) and that guy was actually married with one children.

I still remember that one rainy night 2009 before all of us want to close the store, sudddenly a lady with a boy holding her hand yelling toward my friend and start a chicken fight toward each other. Well my friend didn't know who she is, but the lady said my friend had take away her husband and claim that the husband never come back a few nights back. Then, while they were fighting, the husband ( which is actually that JERK) came in and slapped the wifes right on her face...yes children were crying, my supervisor shouting toward them and telling them to stop....I was 17 back then that night was really a for suprised me , and I realized not all people can be trusted, even now my manager told don't trust 100% to your colleagues or friends. Since then I don't give 100% my trust on people I that I know.

Conclusion?
Love means always saying you’re sorry. nobody will ever be perfect enough to never make mistakes. the is why love cannot possibly be never having to say your sorry unless you only love yourself. If you really love somebody it should mean always saying your sorry yet knowing that you never have to.

Stalker on Christmas

Well it's really been 3 weeks now since my family know we were been stalk by this one crazy guy. I don't think my Christmas would be great for this year we had to go back and forth towards the police station and worse thing is ... the guy is still out there somewhere.

Actually he likes my mom and couldn't let go of her (makes me angry). Well my mom HATE him so much because he always kept on asking about money. I've call the police, make a report but what I get is only disappointment and pain. The police said we don't have enough evidence. That guy keep following us til home and shouting about nothing. Well what I hate most in my hometown because typical Malaysian police sometimes really slow about their work. My God, this is so complicated even I feel hard posting about it ....really hurt when your mom being treat like this. I hope this problem end soon because I really can't take it anymore.

So for all you out there, never forget your safety during the Holiday Season

Its my Birthday yesterday

Hello all, just a quickie post for today as Yesterday was my 20th Birthday and I'm really happy that everyone from STB wished me Happy Birthday! I'm really touched and too happy ^_^....


So I just want to say thank you all and god bless you

Been accepted

Hello all you bloggers...it's me again. Just a really short post for today and it's a great news for me. I'VE BEEN ACCEPTED TO SABAH TOURISM BOARD! YAYY! Okay there's so many things going around here but I promise I'll tell everything to all in this blog. So I hope everyone is good and have better day. Ciao~

June ...not so interesting

Hey all you blogger's, it's me again. Hopes everybody is fine this month but not for me. The nightmare has just begun after I came back from Labuan. Well did I mention about my uncle who is about getting married this end of the month? Well it was actually a good news for every couple who is about going to walk the isle but the bad news is ....he told my grandma 1 month before the date and we don't have enough time to prepare wedding stuff here ...not to mention before until next July we had to save up money for the Ramadhan and Eids coming on August.

Well I can say that June is not so interesting at all and sister Sarara was really tired because of all the work that my family pushed her to do even when she doesn't wanted to...

my college life has ended

Just want to wish you guys good luck and all the best dear friend....well A good-bye is never painful unless you're never going to say hello again

Happy Double Birthday for my friends

Today is not a really good day for me but just post say hello to all you bloggers out there.

Well just want wish to both of my friend Abigail and Vincent Wong a great Birthday and may god bless them. Actually they had the same birthday on the same day but on different year. I year gap huh? Let me shortened their character and attitude

Abigail Clarence A.K.A Abby
- a friend, a sister and a mother
- Good but sometimes can really mean ( sorry)
- Married to one of my friend in DHM 05/09 Malcom Marwill
- sometimes can be really silent in person(really?)
- Good girl gone bad...
- Love by some peeps
- can be really annoying sometimes but actually she's nice
- Great sister to her sister and brother
- very strong person ( all I know she's not easily cry when there's a problem before her

Vincent Wong A.K.A Xiao Vin
- silent killer
- sometimes speak louder than other
- 20 by day but 27 by night ...( kidding)
- love to sing weird song
- the 'sleeping Beauty' in class
- Best friend to Hyperactive Chua Hong Tee
- can be a good listener though
- hard to predict his emotion ( sometimes I don't know when he moody or not)
- not a gentlemen but a great friend to other
- sometimes can be really sweet talking guy

All I want to say is both of them can be a really good friend to me different characteristic create different view though. As the people say...Character is much easier kept than recovered everyone. And I want to take this oppurtunities to thank both of them for being really a good friend to me throughout this 2 and half years our days in ATIC.

Once again, Abby and Xiao Vin ....Happy Birthday to both and may god bless you two

P.S I'm trying to be nice in here because today I've through a lot of things...I guest I should need something to relax my mind
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Finally....And the last thing to leave behind

Hey all you bloggers!! Good day to everyone! Well I finally finish my FINAL Exam paper for Basic Research Methodology and it was quite intense though...Well as usual I did my reading last night and lucky for for me I manage to answer my favorite section which is the essay. But today are my last day and moment with all my friends and we all will be heading for our attachment soon! Hooray!!

We started at 9am until 12pm actually( of course some of us finish early and assumed that they didn't do their revision . So after all had finish, we all went to Kopitiam a.k.a Borneo Backpackers
and take a few picture all of us. Well my friend still haven't upload the picture in Facebook so soon or later I'll show you guys who is DTM 05/09 plus our 'twins' which is the DHM05/09.
I was actually worried about my attachment as I still got outstanding in college but my friend Sister Mala says that it will not a problem as they (she and Effie) already went to the student affair and Ms Christiana J (she the one who handle our orientation intake since day one) and she said everything will be okay if the result of GPA for us student exceed more 3 and above . So I think it's okay though but still scared ....hey anything could happen.

DTM05/09
Abigail Clarence
Chim Mui Han
Chonnah Reynes
Chua Hong Tee
Doris Kung Siang Tiing
Elmahera Ambrus
Ervinawaty Mohd Faizal
Emma Romelene A Paraiso
Esther K Donny
Georgianne N George
Jeremiah Liew Chi Hung
Marie Florences S Cabato
Noralawiyah Gati
Sha Rizal Salleh
Me...
Siti Sahara A R ( Sister Sarara)
Sugiarti Supimo
Vincent Wong Yee Hung
Von Kerwin M Jugo

These are the people that I will miss though, eventhough they all sometimes become pain in my ass than before . So many sweet memories to remember and too bad we won't last forever. 3 years went by so fast that right now I only remember that ....well it seems like yesterday we went to our first orientation together, having a fight with other , all's the gossip and drama . And by mean of drama I really mean the situation of Friendship becoming enemy, enemy become your friends and even the some of us wouldn't expect to fall for each other and just keep remind silent ...And yes, when people say college is the best year of your life, you bet that the person is telling you the truth because ...hey, When else are your parents going to spend several thousand dollars a year just for you to go to a strange town and get drunk every night? Ha~~ Kidding...

Anyway~~
People come into our lives and sometimes people have to get out of our lives. When they arrive they open doors we might have thought long closed. They can be a muse; a source of inspiration. They can change our lives in way we never saw coming. But they can also become estructive, wasteful and lacking in respect for our time and energy and then . . . .well I guess the only option is to leave them behind with a lot of other bothersome baggage.

And the last thing to leave behind . . .BOREDOM!!!

Life ain't easy ~

I need to get back to blogging. The last few weeks have been so crazy that I have been struggling to put two thoughts together, so typing something down on the screen has been particularly difficult

Life
The irony of it all was when I found myself in a conversation with my mom and saying out loud to her to just let it go . Well there you have it, proof that it’s easier said than done, because it’s true that when you’re looking in from the outside you are able to see that sometimes all you can do is let it go because the emotional heartache you’re causing yourself by holding on to a feeling is worse than the situation itself. I learned there was a lot of truth to my dad’s simple words and that the difficult part was accepting and letting go when you’re the one going through the situation.

What I found was that the words alone weren’t what helped, rather it was because those words were filled with thoughts of God and my faith in him . Whatever happens, no matter how difficult it may be, happens for a reason and the best thing I can do is to surrender to God, knowing in my heart that he will see me through. That fear will not get me anywhere, it will just leave me at a standstill. And most importantly that there are many things that are just out of my control and if I just continue to have faith and trust in God, then I am not alone.


Friends
A lot things had happen on college and trust me, my friends are having a big cat fight and I don't even know about it. Hello!! Yourr getting out of the college next month and you guys still fighting? I don't know which one is the wrong or right but really think that they should stop and have peace between them. So unmatured. Okay not trying to a crazy ass over here but I heard that from the third parties saying that 'Ms peanut' and 'Ms Rock' having a fight because of money own by Ms rock was stolen by ms peanut! ( ...and why I'm even called them peanut and rock? Shesh..)

Okay the story goes like this: maybe peanut put her bag beside rock's bag at the time suddely she notice that her 50 dolar was missing. And then rock saids that her 50 dolar were also missing and their accusing each other. Queation is where's the 50 dolar? Ms Peanut says that her money was been put by her mom and for Ms Rock says she put her money folded inside her bag before she left it in the classroom. What I think stupid is, why both of them want to put both their bag together in an empty classroom?
Hearing this makes me feel really dissapointed about what had happen.


Whatever...