Finally....And the last thing to leave behind

Hey all you bloggers!! Good day to everyone! Well I finally finish my FINAL Exam paper for Basic Research Methodology and it was quite intense though...Well as usual I did my reading last night and lucky for for me I manage to answer my favorite section which is the essay. But today are my last day and moment with all my friends and we all will be heading for our attachment soon! Hooray!!

We started at 9am until 12pm actually( of course some of us finish early and assumed that they didn't do their revision . So after all had finish, we all went to Kopitiam a.k.a Borneo Backpackers
and take a few picture all of us. Well my friend still haven't upload the picture in Facebook so soon or later I'll show you guys who is DTM 05/09 plus our 'twins' which is the DHM05/09.
I was actually worried about my attachment as I still got outstanding in college but my friend Sister Mala says that it will not a problem as they (she and Effie) already went to the student affair and Ms Christiana J (she the one who handle our orientation intake since day one) and she said everything will be okay if the result of GPA for us student exceed more 3 and above . So I think it's okay though but still scared ....hey anything could happen.

DTM05/09
Abigail Clarence
Chim Mui Han
Chonnah Reynes
Chua Hong Tee
Doris Kung Siang Tiing
Elmahera Ambrus
Ervinawaty Mohd Faizal
Emma Romelene A Paraiso
Esther K Donny
Georgianne N George
Jeremiah Liew Chi Hung
Marie Florences S Cabato
Noralawiyah Gati
Sha Rizal Salleh
Me...
Siti Sahara A R ( Sister Sarara)
Sugiarti Supimo
Vincent Wong Yee Hung
Von Kerwin M Jugo

These are the people that I will miss though, eventhough they all sometimes become pain in my ass than before . So many sweet memories to remember and too bad we won't last forever. 3 years went by so fast that right now I only remember that ....well it seems like yesterday we went to our first orientation together, having a fight with other , all's the gossip and drama . And by mean of drama I really mean the situation of Friendship becoming enemy, enemy become your friends and even the some of us wouldn't expect to fall for each other and just keep remind silent ...And yes, when people say college is the best year of your life, you bet that the person is telling you the truth because ...hey, When else are your parents going to spend several thousand dollars a year just for you to go to a strange town and get drunk every night? Ha~~ Kidding...

Anyway~~
People come into our lives and sometimes people have to get out of our lives. When they arrive they open doors we might have thought long closed. They can be a muse; a source of inspiration. They can change our lives in way we never saw coming. But they can also become estructive, wasteful and lacking in respect for our time and energy and then . . . .well I guess the only option is to leave them behind with a lot of other bothersome baggage.

And the last thing to leave behind . . .BOREDOM!!!

Evening Thought Confucius

Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it.
Confucius

He who speaks without modesty will find it difficult to make his words good.
Confucius, The Confucian Analects

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Happy Belated Mother's day Mom

Hey bloggers, just wishing all the mom's out there a very great mother's day (if it affects anyone reading (yeah yeah, I’m a day late)!

Well My mom had to deal with some things no one should ever have to. She never became bitter at her situation or anyone. She never whined, or said “Why me?” She never let her circumstances define her. She just did what she had to do, one day at a time. She was the bravest person I’ve ever met.

She reminded me to forgive even those who had been cruel, and give people the benefit of the doubt.
She taught me that no matter how hard you cry at night, the sun will still come up in the morning.


Although I only got 20 short years with my mom, I know I’m one of the luckiest daughters alive. My mom taught me to be independent, confident, nurturing and driven. She raised me to believe in love, hope and myself.Plus she has also been a source of endless hugs and support.


Over the years she has entertained me…
listened to me, laughed with me…

and has sometimes driven me absolutely crazy!

But no matter what, it’s nice to know that there is someone out there who can gaze at me with so much love and who thinks that I am an astounding and exceptional human being. (If one believes mothers, it seems there are a whole lot of exceptional people out there, so maybe being exceptional isn’t actually all that… exceptional…)

My advices???
Attention to all teenagers who has been raised by a single parent, give the old lady a break...she's giving the best as she could..

Thought for Friday

I haven’t been happy happy for a while and it’s mostly caused by a few stuff
that’s going on in life right now. Today however, i think i kinda figured it out a little more.

I think it’s just because I’m not happy. Not happy at everything and myself.

We should be happy, right? It’s important that we are happy by ourselves,
because only then will we be able to be happy with other people.

I need to believe in myself, believe that i am worth it.

I’m not sure why this is so difficult but i know i’m not loving myself
enough which leads me to thinking i’m not worth it.

Finally Done with HR

Hi everyone, well its been awhile though...well today's the final week for my examination in ATIC, well not sad actually but everything will be end up with sweet ending.

Okay, yes hence the title, I've done with my HR paper and I think I really did my best for today. Some of my friends says that the paper was so hard but hey...if you hit the book, you don't even feel the difference baby...hehehe. Anyway, tomorrow is my Japanese test, wish me luck every one ^_^


God please help me...

Life ain't easy ~

I need to get back to blogging. The last few weeks have been so crazy that I have been struggling to put two thoughts together, so typing something down on the screen has been particularly difficult

Life
The irony of it all was when I found myself in a conversation with my mom and saying out loud to her to just let it go . Well there you have it, proof that it’s easier said than done, because it’s true that when you’re looking in from the outside you are able to see that sometimes all you can do is let it go because the emotional heartache you’re causing yourself by holding on to a feeling is worse than the situation itself. I learned there was a lot of truth to my dad’s simple words and that the difficult part was accepting and letting go when you’re the one going through the situation.

What I found was that the words alone weren’t what helped, rather it was because those words were filled with thoughts of God and my faith in him . Whatever happens, no matter how difficult it may be, happens for a reason and the best thing I can do is to surrender to God, knowing in my heart that he will see me through. That fear will not get me anywhere, it will just leave me at a standstill. And most importantly that there are many things that are just out of my control and if I just continue to have faith and trust in God, then I am not alone.


Friends
A lot things had happen on college and trust me, my friends are having a big cat fight and I don't even know about it. Hello!! Yourr getting out of the college next month and you guys still fighting? I don't know which one is the wrong or right but really think that they should stop and have peace between them. So unmatured. Okay not trying to a crazy ass over here but I heard that from the third parties saying that 'Ms peanut' and 'Ms Rock' having a fight because of money own by Ms rock was stolen by ms peanut! ( ...and why I'm even called them peanut and rock? Shesh..)

Okay the story goes like this: maybe peanut put her bag beside rock's bag at the time suddely she notice that her 50 dolar was missing. And then rock saids that her 50 dolar were also missing and their accusing each other. Queation is where's the 50 dolar? Ms Peanut says that her money was been put by her mom and for Ms Rock says she put her money folded inside her bag before she left it in the classroom. What I think stupid is, why both of them want to put both their bag together in an empty classroom?
Hearing this makes me feel really dissapointed about what had happen.


Whatever...