February 19, 2012

Fall in love?? Choose Happiness!

Hey all you blogger, it's me again. Whoa...it's been three weeks since I left my blog, well life getting busier I guest. Well yesterday my twin sister asked me why I haven't found myself a boyfriend yet? I don't think it as a stupid question actually in fact I'm thinking of someone lately but didn't dare to think it as 'LOVE AFFECTION'.


My sister once told me (...okay thats a lie, she told me millions of times)that you'll get a few symptoms and here are some list she told me


12. You’ll read his/her txts over and over again…
11. You’ll walk really really slow while you’re with him/her…
10. You’ll pretend 2 be shy whenever you’re with him/her…
9. While thinking bout him/her…your heart will beat faster and faster…
8. By listening to his/her voice…you’ll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you…you can only see that person…
6. You’ll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about
4. You’ll get high just by their smell…3. You’ll realize that you’re always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You’ll do anything for him/her…
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time….


Okay...so not all are wrong but the thing is, I don't want to take 'love story' into the next level or whatsoever, and I don't care, I have great and big family and thats enough for me. For me, even if I had a crush on someone or anybody, I might just keep it as a secret.


Talk about crush, I once had a friend ( part-time friend when I was working at a department store once) she had a crush on this one guy (I say he's more like a JERK) and that guy was actually married with one children.

I still remember that one rainy night 2009 before all of us want to close the store, sudddenly a lady with a boy holding her hand yelling toward my friend and start a chicken fight toward each other. Well my friend didn't know who she is, but the lady said my friend had take away her husband and claim that the husband never come back a few nights back. Then, while they were fighting, the husband ( which is actually that JERK) came in and slapped the wifes right on her face...yes children were crying, my supervisor shouting toward them and telling them to stop....I was 17 back then that night was really a for suprised me , and I realized not all people can be trusted, even now my manager told don't trust 100% to your colleagues or friends. Since then I don't give 100% my trust on people I that I know.

Conclusion?
Love means always saying you’re sorry. nobody will ever be perfect enough to never make mistakes. the is why love cannot possibly be never having to say your sorry unless you only love yourself. If you really love somebody it should mean always saying your sorry yet knowing that you never have to.